Slow Scribbles: Fragments of Healing
She is sure of herself—her path—her presence—her shift in aura—it’s like light gold. Giving love like it never ends—overflow—letting go. No need for external validation—that’s left the station. We ain’t playin’ —no, no—literally. I don’t pity me—no victim blaming or shaming—otherwise all you do is stay the same playing that kinda blame game & shame—by other’s conditions it feels like suffering.
Wondering — what this life could really be—to see clearly—the continuous path ahead—yet that would take away all of the curiosity. Reciprocity — is what we ask for — not too much more from another—not even a lover. Looking to the wind—not past sins—to see what moves to make for the day. & no not everyday will be a slay—that’s okay. Life needs calmness, cooldowns - anyways - but we no longer keep our true selves at bay. We say what we think, it may cause a stink in some people’s minds.
Yet the focus isn’t for the words to hit you all - it’s a call out for you to take a moment & just trust — the tiny one within you — they know — what will help you glow, show up — as your individual best. Forget the rest—majority of the time, they’re here to test, how you may be loving them less than they love themselves—oh well—we all fall—get broken, sometimes misspoken. Almost always joking - good intentioned—take time for reflection, rather than feed into all of your reactions. That’s not action—that’s showing me where I’m lacking to stay disciplined to the big dreams I have within me.
Layer by layer — day by day —what society conditioned me - us - we - to be. I no longer care to be—I’d rather be free & be me — see who comes along this journey—this life—I wouldn’t want it without it’s ups & downs. Love, tears, fears, peers, the pressures - but never giving up—because what if I give more to this than just luck. Rather than focus on the dust—I decide to trust myself—not for others, not for parents, not for anyone else…but that little girl who knew—how we could impact the world — far and near. To connect & feel a little more clear why you - yourself - are here.